Hey, it's me again
To whoever is listening, I've been really sad again the last couple weeks. Crying all of the time. I'm not sure why. I wrote a letter to my sister about something that happened in the past between us that I always felt the blame for that looking back I think "wait, why was that all of my fault" so I wrote her explaining where I am now and why I feel I need to add to my initial response. It wasn't out of anger but because I needed to say, wait a second Debbie.. why was this all your fault? Her response back was, let's say, not exactly what I was hoping for and the end kind of changed the subject. I was hurt. I didn't know how to reply. I still don't and I still haven't. She wrote a few days later saying she was thinking about me and that she loved me. I know, in my family, emotions are very very high. We don't hide them or keep them down. If they are there, they are coming out. People say that's healthier while others think it's just ...