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To whoever is listening: So, here we are. Another day and a new pain. My neck this time. Sometimes I think about how different my life was before 2015. It was so much better. I was able to help both physically and financially. I was able to do things without pain. Oh to wake up in the middle of the night hoping it isn't pain that woke you. Sometimes I see glimpses of hope in all aspects of myself. I've learned to appreciate some people more and I'm learning to shut my mouth more and more hence this blog where I just talk. Ironic isn't it? I have an amazing husband. No one would ever take care of me the way he does. He loves me and works very very hard. I look around the house and realize just how much crap I own and drawers to go through, closets to throw things out of, and then I look at a life that's lived. I'm not saying without stuff you haven't lived. I'm saying that for me, each thing was a time in my life, a memory, dreams, loves, and s...