Daddy's Whoopsie Daisy

To anyone listening,

After what happened with Faith, I started to reflect on my own past.  Things I did and things my parents did..

I didn't have a happy childhood which is why I am so protective of kids.  Anyway, I was born into a family of 4.  My father, my mother, and my older sister and brother and I was going to be the baby.  I wasn't treated like most babies of the family are but that's for another time.

When I was older, let's say 6, I was told what happened the day my parents found out they were going to have a baby. My older brother is just 10 months older than me so I guess you can say I was quite the surprise.  When my mom found out, she was devastated.  She didn't want a baby when she still had one in her hand.

This is how my dad found out.  He comes out with a bucket of chicken.  My dad wasn't the calmest person in the world or kindest so you know how happy he will be to hear that my mom is having me.. yeah.....

He opens the door and there on the floor is my mother holding my brother and bawling.  My dad screams "What's wrong now?!"

My mom says through her tears "I'm pregnant"

"Well that's just F*&%ing great"

Yay... baby Debbie.  What a blessing I must have been to my family.

A bucket of chicken and my mom's vodka... yep... daddy's whoopsie daisy

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