speaking of God..

To anyone listening,

This one will be short.  I have been feeling so down lately.  I mean doowwwnn.  Yesterday we got a message from Pastor Kris that he and his son Levi will be nearby this weekend and would like to see us.  God had a hand in that!  Although I will miss the girls and I might be the 4th wheel lol (hello, girl in the group!) I think it will be very good for me to see them.  I'm so excited.  It is like a breath of fresh air coming through.  Dustin and I were already coming up with things we might be able to do with them depending on their schedule of course.  Even 20 minutes would be nice. 

I am thankful to have an understanding friend who is going to reschedule our plans on Saturday.  She understands how often I get to see them.  Let's say the old phrase... once in a blue moon.  I'm so happy.

Ok, that's it for today.  Short and sweet :)

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  1. Michele UklejaJuly 15, 2017 at 6:39 AM

    I'm so glad that you will have this opportunity to meet with them! Enjoy and savor the time that you have.

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