Audition?

To anyone listening,

Honestly, besides money, the main thing on my mind right now is if I should audition for a play next week.  I don't have a monologue prepared but I can do cold readings from the script.

What if I'm too fat for a role?

Ok, I have to just let stuff like that go so I'm not as scared.  If I get it, I get it, if not then not.

We will see if I go next week.  We'll see. Otherwise, the pain in my abdomen is almost gone and I'm still waiting for the engine to arrive to start getting the car fixed.

Other than that, I think a lot of people I know need prayer too.  I won't say who just in case but just remember to pray for those you love if you are a praying person.

Even my enemies I pray for everyday.  Not to change them or to make them change but to bless them.  Even on the days it is hard to!!!  I have to remember everyone can be right or wrong from a certain stand point even when I can't see it.  It hurts me that people hate me but they don't know my side just like I shouldn't hate someone because I don't know theirs. 

I'm not sure where that came from lol.  Oh, blogs. 

My cat went to the vet again yesterday.  He is still having issues but trying to give a cat Miralax who is afraid to eat, is not easy.  I just hope he eats it before the healthy cat nibbles on his food and ends up going like crazy. 

I really want to go on the treadmill again.  Hopefully it will be soon.

I hope everyone is having a great day!

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