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To anyone listening,

I used to be pretty good at looking at the bright side or make jokes about things up until this year.  Now there is a problem with the A/C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fan is running.  No popped circuit breaker.  No funny lights indicated on the furnace.  We always get the new filters.

To top it off my husband doesn't want to be around me because I'm depressing.

I feel so broken.  I know today is a bad day but I am really tired of bad days. I just give up.  It could be much worse but when you feel alone it makes everything just a little harder and waiting all week to not be alone only to be alone again just makes me feel so broken.

Now I also have some horrible pain on my lower left abdomen.  I was just like for real?!?

Soooo, let's start with the A/C first and go from there I guess..  Who knows, maybe I will win the Power Ball and be able to bless people again.  Now THAT would be a great day. ;)

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