Going through the day

To anyone listening,

Well, I keep getting emails saying my baby is almost due... soooo yeahhh that's fun..

Anyway, car issues strike again.  Doing research to get a cheaper engine only to have it arrive in bad shape is not a good start.  Luckily we can get our money back on the part but that leaves are car still not fixed yet.  Good times.

I'm still waiting to hear back about a part in the play.  The amount of talent in there was amazing.  If I even have a background part, I would be astounded.  Either way, the experience is always a plus and it is always good to get feedback or just get my feet wet.

I can't believe how much debt we are in.  We used to be able to bless people.  I really need to figure out the next steps for me.. disability, a low level job, or what.  Honestly I thought I would just be a stay at home mom so that didn't happen and we are too stuck to adopt.  I know I keep focusing on it but I feel I am to blame.  Sometimes things happen in life that are for the best even if we have to go through crap first to get to the good side.

Dustin is working super hard as usual.  He deserves an award.  I wish there was more I could do for him.  Even if I try to do things around the house too much, I need a cane.  It seems to be a vicious circle.  This is why I wasn't even sure if I should get a part in the play.  I just miss being me.

Off I go to do laundry..


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