Gotta do something

To anyone listening,

Well, the car is $2500 for the engine and $1300 for the labor.  Do we save the car and look for cheaper parts and pay the labor, do we get a used one and add to the debt we have already?

I was kind of bummed we have to get money back from some events we bought tickets for.  You got to do what you got to do.

My cat might have IBS orcancer so they have to do another ultrasound and then maybe a colonoscopy.  I've had him longer than I've been with Dustin.  He is my baby so I hope everything comes back negative but something is wrong.  I have been cleaning his poop and vomit like crazy.  I don't think our carpet cleaner has worked so hard.  It is frustrating but more than anything we just feel bad for him.  It isn't his fault.  It's on my mind a lot.

Today I just decided to have some fun and go on a diet with a personal pizza everyday.  I want to see if it works to have pizza everyday and still have good blood work.  What's weird is that when I diet, my blood work comes back bad but when I eat bad, my blood work is great.  Go figure!

I have been having this horrible pain in my lower abdomen too.  I hope I find out what's wrong there too.

Ohhhh to be an adult!


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