To anyone listening,

Sorry, I have been having issues with the blog.  So today I audition for another play.  I know I am rusty but getting a shot would be nice plus the experience is always good.

I wish I had some better news.  Our cat is still sick, our car hasn't been fixed yet because the stupid part hasn't come in, my brother said it would be cool to get angel wings tattooed for Faith which would be but it made me cry.

I still have my moments where I can be doing nothing and start crying.  Dustin has been working really hard and I feel bad.  Let's see, we did see Shakespeare in the park this weekend which was really cool.  The actors are tremendous.  I haven't seen performances that good in a long time but it did make me miss acting even more.

I have a wedding makeup trial in a couple weeks and I will have to clean and probably put Toonces somewhere so he doesn't vomit while we are doing her trial.  That would be bad!

I think today I am going to re-read the play and try and do some walking.  The audition is at 7 so I will have to start getting ready around 3:30.  It takes me a long time to get ready if I do total makeup and hair.  We started the weight loss competition again so I have to try and stay occupied so I don't keep eating/ wanting to eat.  haha

I hope everyone has an awesome day and is doing something really great today.  Solar eclipse day and I have no special glasses.  Whoops!

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