Vow renewal

To anyone listening,

Dustin and I got to go to his Aunt and Uncle's vow renewal.  Five minutes from the venue, our car stalled!  I was like... you. have. to. be. kidding. me.  Dustin pulled over and we still don't know what's wrong but decided to just risk it and drive as far as we can. We made it to the wedding late.  We were so late that I took off my heels to run up the steps to make it.  We felt so bad.  We had to sneak in the back.  It was a beautiful outdoor wedding and I must say, the bride and groom haven't really aged at all!  I hope I look that good when I am married to Dustin for that long.  Heck, I hope to look that good now.  That whole side of the family is so good looking.

All that to say is that we were really happy we got to see them and got to go and our little car made it.  We are so broke and now we have to take the car in.  I need a break!!  I am missing my second therapy appointment today because of it.  I just pray we can save the car!  If you are reading this, send a little car prayer up for me!! :)

Today I am debating if I should try and clean the house but whenever I do it, my legs give out.  It's a vicious circle.

Yesterday we had a garage sale with the community and we were only able to do it yesterday and ended up making $100 profit!  Considering we stopped two hours early, that was pretty good.

There moments I just want to sell the house and live in like a one bedroom apartment again.

Just one of those days.  I just hope it isn't the engine...

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